Andrissa Essence

by Andrissa

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1.
Not So Slow 04:06
I walk quicker than you can step I strive further than you can fall Holding onto something, through it all I have no strengths, I have no feasibility, I’ll go to all lengths to show my capabilities And yet you seem to ask, should I question my mentality Stripped of self respect, you notice my gullibility Something you detect, shows my vulnerability And yet you seem to bask, in the glory of my negative remarks Oh, no, no, no, No, no, No, No, No It’s all a game To help you feel at ease Oh no, no, no, No, no, No, no, no, No, no You seem to think, my aim is just to please Cos I have no strengths, I have no feasibility I’ll go to all lengths to show my capability Yet you seem to bask, Should I question my mentality Stripped of self respect, You notice my gullibility Something you detect that shows my vulnerability And yet you seem to bask in the glory of my negative remarks Cos there a time when you may falter And there a time when you may fall Ignore the foes that surround you And make sure you rise through it all Ignore the foes around you
2.
Let me be your every waking Let me be your every thought Let me be your motivation I’ll be the one for you Let me be your ray of light I will be the one you do Let me be the only one And I will be your Sun And I will be your Sun Let me be your every waking Let me be your every thought Let me be your motivation I will be your broken heart Let me be, let me be your motivation And I will be your Sun And I will be your Sun Yes I will be your Sun I will put the life inside you And I will be your Sun I will be the one for you
3.
Misguided views are taking me a place I’ve never been Your face it leans toward me, Your mind is left with her The pictures you adored me, The lies you haven’t lived I see you, so clear, turning right before me, with your misguided views Tearing at my heart, with your misguided views Your eyes are filled of worry, your hands are on my mouth I feel your body preset, pushing me due south, solid ground With your, with your, with your misguided views, Telling her to stop, with your misguided views Your head is on her heart My body tends to feel, my hands they go no, I see you stand before her, it’s all been said and done I never meant to hurt you, I wanted you to care, I needed everybody, too much just to share Solid ground With your, with your, with your misguided views, Telling her to stop Leave me only yearning, left totally bare, Give me just a meaning, too much just to care Let me be your sorrow, who will share their youth? Your eyes are looking at me, I think I saw you twice Of your misguided views, telling her to stop
4.
Tomorrow 03:51
My hands are tied My mouth is taped I’m not looking for resolution In this disillusioned state My mind is tired My wings are weak The future might be promising But today seems so bleak All of the, days go so slow The hands they, They tend to show I’m waiting for my, Piece of freedom I’m waiting for my solitude I’m waiting for these hands To engulf me And take me soon
5.
Love Flows 03:04
Read the words And ease you mind Let your troubles go My friend Take your time And read the words See the lines ahead They’ll show, they’ll show Smell the flowers Feel the pain Live the life they gave To you, to you Take your chances Blow your cork and Feel the pain they felt Once more, alone Drink the wine and raise your cup Praise yourself for all you’ve done Take your chance and feel the hurt, again
6.
False Need 02:44
I wanted him to stay Didn’t want him to go I wanted him to want me So I didn’t love him back Selfish, greedy emotions Of only the needy I didn’t need him to be there I always wanted to share him Come to me, walk away Don’t talk to me and I’ll beg you to stay Wanted him to stay Didn’t want him to go I wanted him to want me So I didn’t love him back Selfish greedy emotions of only the needy The very negative that you despise Come to me, walk away Come to me and then just walk away Don’t talk to me and I’ll beg you to stay Beg you to stay Run from me and I will latch Off every negative that you dispatch Come to me Come to me and walk away Come to me and walk away Selfish, greedy emotions
7.
Standing at the station Feeling like you only need someone to drive you there Never really knowing of which way to turn Feeling like your back is slowly to the wall Taking every step Waiting for the ride Hoping it’ll come along Sure which way to turn Know the roads you burn Never hope your time will come I have seen your face Once before Maybe I didn’t give you the lift you needed to get you there, Something never knowing, someone never knowing The ticket that you took you away home Someone never knowing, someone never needing to The place you thought was there Is now truly lost You can’t remember which way You came from last Don’t forget you’ve got chances Along the way Some one will hold out a hand with a map Someone never knowing, someone never needing to Point you in the direction that you need to go Someone never knowing, someone never showing you Give you a sense of something you don’t know Something never knowing, something never needing to Feeling along the journey home
8.
Drift 04:28
I’m Ok, I’m OK, I’m Ok, I’m OK Touch me, taste me, leave me yearning Wanting just to taste you breath I have seen you knelt before me Engulfing my every sense Feel me, reach me, captivate me Lure my body whole and tense Let me be your only knowing I will be your every test I’m Ok, I’m OK, I’m Ok, I’m OK More than sorrow, more than pain Only illusions, we refrain Twisted morals, twisted shame Simply senseless Through the strain Hit me, hurt me, with your needing Blame me for your every best I will raise my hands above you Warm you with my Mothers sense I’m Ok, I’m OK, I’m Ok, I’m OK Through the strain Tease me taunt me, Raise my being Allowing me the fear of loss Place your guilt into my fingers Streaming through my body whole
9.
I am free, I am free Friends on the journey Are just sights you’ll see Through the seas you swim to be dry, but to wonder why Faces are larger than clouds Path will lead you forward Unsure of which way to turn That you wanted and ever could dream that you feel In this life Path will lead you forward, put your faith in the path Let it take you there I looked for you again today In the eyes that met mine, along the journey I get through I move and bide my time Hoping to be really high Waiting for the moment our paths cross You will see, we have a future to possess together Hands in jest of a friend Reaching out for something You can’t see That you know it Faces flash in your mind frequently You just can’t place them High into the clouds Visions are clear what they seem to be You just can’t reach them
10.
Below 02:41
Instrumental
11.
Heaven Scent 03:37
Please turn away You speak to me as if you knew me somewhere, But if you knew me somewhere, wouldn’t we be there, Why would I just meet you here, Wouldn’t we have been in a movie scene, I remember camera lights action, in the bathroom And you don’t even care, And you can’t take me there, And you can only look at me, With your eyes of hate I can be strong, I can move on, I walk this earth alone, With my thoughts, I will fall Like a deck of cards stacked up to the sky, You watch me float and wonder, high above you My wings will reach upon you face, And you will look up with a disdained look on your face, I’ve seen it before And I, I can be strong, and I can move on, Cause I can, I will, I will, I will, I will Let me hurt you, how can I hurt you, How can I reach you, Heaven Scent
12.
Never 02:25
You’ll, Never see me walking, Never, see me running, To the beat of your drum And I’ll, Never feel your breathing Never see you flying, On my love We, Shall never see the sunrise, Outlive our own lives, In our parts So, Another chapter closes, Another door is opened What has begun?
13.
The End 04:09
Shaking at the ground, Trying to move the sound He gets nervous with me, But he has to have me, Needs me simply, But can’t accept he needed me, Yearning for only me, Knowing it’s our destiny, Feeling pain, For things that we have done Shaking at the bone, shaking at the bone, Twisting with his thoughts, turning around in circles Gotta have the pain, give me the pain, gotta have the pain He can run but he can’t hide from me, He can run but he cannot simply see, He can run but he can’t hide from me He can run but he just can’t simply see, He can feel what he did deny now, He can only see that I am He gets nervous with me, Can’t accept to needing me, Wants me wholly, Screaming out what he needs Fighting from the inside, Hoping that he has lied, Needing only part of me, Simply being me He gets nervous with me, Can’t accept to needing me, Only want to be, Simply with me Can’t deny the feelings, Can’t fight emotions He gets nervous with me, Can’t accept to having, Can’t accept to needing Can he accept the future, He can run but he cannot hide, He can see what’s inside, He can take but he cannot keep, He will give you all of me, He can scream but he will not, He can say that he feels, every part of him Can’t he accept the future and what is mine?
14.
Speed 03:07
15.
Rain 03:20
The rain falls hard Its stains the window Your eyes They cloud your smile I watch you lying Oh so quietly My soul yearns To touch your breath Nothing can keep me Nothing can repel me From your heart From your heart You’re tense with me oh You make my world turn You’re needing me oh You let me breath You saving me oh Want you touch me Engulf me with You’re every sense Nothing has held me Nothing has captivated me But your heart But your Your funny embrace Your ruptured state The scent of you Comes shining through Never knew what I felt till your open heart Never felt till I felt your open heart
16.
Malice 02:54
My mind is filled with a vicious train of thoughts And somewhere I got lost Please, Help me Oh, conjured thoughts float through my mind And my body aches for you To release me I rise through the day with a new site in mind and my heart screams for you Can you release me? Or at least can you help me? Help me find a way to reason Help me find a way of sane Let me scream with every portion Let me make it through the day
17.
Use Me 03:13
Use Me Use me some more Hurt me Hurt me some more Leave me stranded as many Have done before Taunt me Taunt me some more Tease me like no other Has done before I have felt I have seen Use me some more I can never feel the pain till I felt you I could never live something that wasn’t true Don’t want to live Can only stand alone Taint me some more Let me feel the pain you felt Let me fall Use Me Better than anything Use me some more Help me to find a way You can taunt me You can tease me You can reach me You can feel me You can use me You can shake me You can let me And only break me
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released December 1, 2001

Andrew Music: music, instruments, lyrics
Melissa Stankovic: vocals

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